这时候本应是冬天的季节。

                                                     我本应围着厚厚的围巾和发小儿们蹲在火炉边等着第一片雪花纷然而下。

                                                                                                 我想。

                                                                      我本应单纯幸福且无比美好的生活在无忧无虑中。

                                                                          童年时光后，终于相信了童话里都是骗人的。

                                                                                         苹果上一定会有毒，

                                                                              睡美人也有可能是万恶不做的老妖婆。

 

                                                                                 这个十月，让我悠哉的有点疲惫了。

                                                                                     享受着一切过后的那份安静

                                                                                     喝着不伦不类的有色液体

                                                                                      抽着对身心无益的小烟

                                                                                   看着其实根本看不明白的剧本

                                                                                      看似一切都可以步入正轨了。

                                                                                             可谁又知道，

                                                                                             安宁背后的样子...

                                                                                 

 

                                                                                             他来自哪个星球呢？

                                                                        为什么一见到这个人之后的一天我就要倒大霉？

                                                                                            呼。。。。。。。。

                                                                                                  不要再遇见了

                                                                             只会给我的生活增加麻烦的外星生物... ...

 

 

                                                                                                       还好吧...

                                                                                                     庆幸的是

                                                                                        我开始有动手做伟大的东西了。

                                                                                                     满足的是

                                                                                        我的古怪头脑还没有完全锈掉。

                                                                                                     愉快的是

                                                                                        我的小机会开始变的越来越多。

                                                                                                     欣慰的是

                                                                                  我的“最佳损友”们都还“本性难改”。

 

                                                                               现在，外在的一切看来都那么的无与伦比了

                                                                                     可我心里怎么就这么的空荡荡？

                                                                                                   也许该知足

                                                                                         和那倒霉的上学期比起来

                                                                                     在应该可以称为“天伦”了... ...

 

                                                                                                    好吧

                                                                                                    十月，

                                                                                        你是充实且空荡的

                                                                                         你是温暖且阴柔的

                                                                                         你是疯癫且抑郁的

                                                                                        你是果断且迟钝的

                                                                                         你是富有且匮乏的

                                                                             你是夹杂在我爱与不爱之间的种子

                                                                                         给了我足够的时间，

                                                                   让我看清楚开花结果后的你的我的本来样子。

 

 

                                                                                                  好吧

                                                                                                  十月，

                                                                      谢谢你在这么长时间里容忍了我的任性自私和不信任

                                                                      谢谢你让我用最短的时间学会看清看透和看明白...

                                                                                                  好吧

                                                                                                  十月，

                                                                                  我会想念有你陪我的日子

                                                                                                我会想你

                                                                                  

                                                                                                   好吧

                                                                                                   十月，

                                                                                              我们明年见...

 

 

 

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